This is my first post of the year 2012. A bit late, but I will post it anyways…
For the past couple of years I have consciously not made any new year’s resolutions because I don’t actually follow them… and even if I complete some, they are only about 25% of the full list. So this year, I have GOALS THAT NEED TO BE ACCOMPLISHED.
1. Travel! Hoop on an airplane heading anywhere far from where I’m at right now. And no, this isn’t as superficial as it sounds. It’s more like: RUN FOR MY OWN LIFE AND MY OWN SANITY! I want to start over somewhere where nobody knows me… even if I can only stay for a couple months.
2. Turn the super-pile of important documents into digital format. I cannot continue to put this off. I HAVE TO STOP PROCRASTINATING IMPORTANT SHIT!
3. Re-launch my career as an artist by exhibiting at least twice this year OR re-launch myself as an independent curator/director of a non-profit organization I used to run dedicated to fine art photography. I NEED TO BE DOING SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE!
This year hasn’t exactly started as I expected it would have. I bought this year’s agenda last week, so try to imagine how far I am from catching up to the times… Besides that, I’m battling myself more than ever. My head is a mess and definitely needs some organization. I don’t even know what I want anymore… and that scares me shitless.
And, yes, I know anyone who reads this won’t give a damn about it. It’s personal. But I promise the long-overdue continuation essay on Adolf Hitler and his art will be posted this month, along with more religious ranting…
